I usually tend to be very good at ignoring friends advice, especially when it is advice about you, because regardless of what anyone says, when it comes down to it, a person is going to do what will make them happy, not what anybody else thinks is what they should do. However last night, I realized although it hurt to hear, "When the other person has no fight left in them, that’s when you know that it is time to let them go. If they do not care enough to fight with and for you, they do not care enough about you.” Hearing that I realized, you can not force someone to be in love with you, no matter how crazy in love you are with them, when they just no longer are. And you can not waste your life away hoping that they’ll just show up on your doorstep one day ready to be yours again, because that won’t happen, and days, weeks, even months will go by of wasted hope, and wasted tears. If our paths cross farther down the road, awesome, I hope I’ll be there to give it another try, but until then I am moving on and not letting myself waste my teenage years depressed about this for another minute. You made my life awesome, but that doesn’t mean my life won’t be just as awesome with out you, so be happy in whatever you choose to do, but it is time for me to be happy too.
Don’t forget that I love you but more importantly don’t forget that you used to love me too